Last night my dream was about...

(( a dream interpretation entry ))

A FRIEND OF MINE (jessie)
To dream of faithless friends show they have you in high regard. This is a dream of opposites. Whatever the context take it the other way.


STOLE
Someone stealing money or something else from you can mean:
* You're feeling that life—or something in it—feels very demanding right now, or that people are tending to want things from you—especially in manipulative ways
* You're feeling disrespected, not validated, or undervalued somehow


FROM MY WORK PLACE
As the victim, fear of loss seems to be a possible theme. The suspect list in the dream will help refine this further. If you are the victimized and the stolen items are central, then material loss is creating anxiety. However, if the lost items are of secondary importance to the suspect, you may feel as though someone you know is violating or taking advantage of you. Still, it is important to consider the objects taken and their significance to you. What the objects symbolize for you may indicate the area or life where your boundaries are being violated and help find solutions to re-establish yourself.


AND CAUGHT THEM
Catch someone doing something you think they shouldn't can mean:
* You're feeling watchful or suspicious right now somehow in your life
* You feel you have power over the person because you have a special knowledge or understanding of them (or wish you did)
* You want to see that person punished or get into trouble, perhaps because you feel they've been dishonest or unfair
* You're feeling the need to monitor others or take responsibility for their actions, or it can represent nosiness, vigilance, over-vigilance, or inserting yourself into others' business


TWICE
Dreaming of the the number 2 is not enough in itself to indicate that the dreamer is a channel but it is a good indicator.


AND HAD HER FRIEND THAT DOES NOT EXIST IN REAL LIFE
A person you don't know can represent many things, such as:

* A real person you actually know, or a particular person's role in your life
* A characteristic or general type of person
* A type of person you'd like (or wouldn't like) to know
* A general threat or fear (not a person)
* A problem, challenge, issue, to-do list item, etc.
* A religious figure or helper uh oh...


AND CAUGHT THAT FRIEND (doing it exactly how MY friend told that person to do it)
Catch someone doing something you think they shouldn't can mean:
* You're feeling watchful or suspicious right now somehow in your life
* You feel you have power over the person because you have a special knowledge or understanding of them (or wish you did)
* You want to see that person punished or get into trouble, perhaps because you feel they've been dishonest or unfair
* You're feeling the need to monitor others or take responsibility for their actions, or it can represent nosiness, vigilance, over-vigilance, or inserting yourself into others' business


STEALING ONCE
Purity. Perfection. Best. First priority. Single or solitary. Independent or strong. Unique or special. Unified or joined
(oh god...)

OTHER THINGS TO MAKE NOTE OF:
Betrayal:
Dreaming that someone is untrustworthy or a traitor can mean you're feeling suspicious of them somehow in real life, or you're exploring a worst-case scenario, or you're feeling paranoid or suspicious in general.

Toxic dream: A toxic dream is usually a very realistic, upsetting dream that is most likely to occur when your body's cleansing system is overloaded during sleep. They are usually terrible nightmares and their purpose is often simply as a signal that you went to bed in a physically toxic state. These dreams can result from a number of factors the day before, including:
* Eating refined carbohydrates (sugar, white flour), processed or junk food, additives or preservatives.
* Eating any foods within 2 hours before going to bed.
* Ingesting drugs or other substances that stress the body.
* Encountering environmental toxins (mold, exhaust fumes, etc.).
* Being stressed (stress hormone by-products load the body's cleansing system just like external toxins do).
* Being emotionally toxic, such as going to bed angry or hateful (holding on to emotional upset creates a stressful physical state).
* Not getting enough rest (sleep-deprivation robs the body of its critical nighttime cleansing cycle, leaving more toxins in the body).

Evil:
Dreaming that something evil, such as the devil, is trying to harm you or is coming after you can mean:
* You're having a Toxic Dream
* You have experienced "ill will" in real life recently (a mean or violent person, stories on the news, a scary movie, etc.), or something has triggered memories or imaginings of these negative things

Bad/not right: When you consider something or someone to be bad, be careful that your judgments and limitations aren't keeping you from seeing the true meaning or value, such as the real person behind the action, or the usefulness or lesson in the situation.


IN CONCLUSION:
Jessie makes me suspicious in real life. I feel that I can no longer trust her anymore. I wish things were still good, and I wish I had some sort of influence over her as to her behavior and bad choices; I am keeping an eye on things to make sure they don't get worse or inflict upon me some how. The fact that she did this TWO TIMES in my dream may indicate that she will indeed betray me some how.

I have a feeling that her friend in the dream represents the black man/devil (sounds silly, but the friend in the dream was a black middle school female student, which may represent that they are on the same level, and he is willing to do her biddings for her). The fact that I caught that friend doing it ONE TIME means that the friend and Jessie are united as one.

Therefore, Jessie has gotten too involved with the devil, or he has gotten too involved with her. This can be really bad...really really bad :( Now I understand why she no longer listens to me or looks up to me. Ugh...

Link Crew

So this year my school is doing a program to help out freshies and I'm in it.

Whoop de doo...




I've talked to one, and he's very stubborn about it. I told him just a little bit of what we'd be doing and he's like OMFG SO GAY I'M NOT GOING NOW. Now we were all warned about these kinds of freshies, and it doesn't surprise me cuz the shit we do is pretty stupid but it'll help them out in the long run, or at least give them some idea of high school so they won't be clueless on the 1st day.

Freshmen are getting worse and worse man... they all had sex in like 7th grade and smoked pot in 4th, I didn't even know what pot was until like 6th or 7th grade! And as far as sex goes, for the most part it STILL freaks me out. I stopped playing with barbies right before I turned 13. Sure I lost my virginity right before I turned 15, but I was more than half way through my fucking freshman year when half these kids start having sex while I was playing with dolls!

I'm so overwhelmed by everything. I'm gonna go chill now...

Bellydancing choreograph 1

The Lunatics Have Taken Over The Asylum - Collide
mind you, this is all in my words.

0:00 - 0:08 (beginning stance)
Arms crossed over heart, looking down.


0:08 - 0:23
"Temple arms" (prayer hands above head) whilst kick-walking in a circle to the beat of the percussion.

0:23 - 0:40
"Snake arms" with one hip bump per beat of percussion.

0:41 - 0:45
"Mystical arms" unveiling face with fast hip shakes.


0:45 - 0:53
Kiss right shoulder spin toward right, come back to center "why god", 2 breast drops.

0:54 - 1:03
"Petting arms" and hip bumps from left to center to right back to center shimmy back.


1:04 - 1:11
"Petting arms" and hip bumps from right to center to left, kiss left shoulder and spin forward back to center, look down.

1:12 - 1:27
look up, look left, look right, look forward (while slowly ascending speed of snake arms), hip circles, spin quickly.

1:28 - 1:43
"Petting arms" and hip bumps from left to center to right back to center shimmy back.

1:44 - 1:59
"Temple arms" (prayer hands above head) whilst kick-walking in a circle to the beat of the percussion.

2:00 - 2:15
"Snake arms" with one hip bump per beat of percussion.


2:16 - 2:31
"Petting arms" and hip bumps from left to center to right back to center shimmy back.

2:33 - 2:48
"Snake arms" toward left, slow hip circles toward kneeling on the floor, slowly "fall" down, slowly shimmy back up, kiss right shoulder and spin toward back.

2:49 - 3:03
With back facing toward audience, ** "throw attitude" with right hand, "throw attitude with left" ascending above head into "prayer hands" and "temple arms"** (repeat until completely ascended; about 2:59) pivot to face audience.

3:04 - 3:38
"Snake arms" toward left, slow hip circles toward kneeling on the floor, slowly "fall" down, slowly shimmy back up, kiss right shoulder and spin toward back. (repeat twice)

3:39 - 3:53
Kick walk in a circle; face back at end of circle, snake arms and hip bumps when facing back again. Kick walk in semi circle; face audience at end of semi circle

3:54 - 4:42
"Robot stances", shimmy's and hip bumps; repeat until 4:40 (body drops at 4:40-4:42)

4:43 - 5:13
"Snake arms", hip bumps. Repeat.

5:14 - end
3 spins, then slowly drop down on knees grabbing hair.

CHOREOGRAPHY BY KATIE RUNNELLS (c)

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